Being stared at.
‘Cos this girl was in camp for her course.
Makes her wonder is it really female starvation over in camp that makes those people stare at her as if they have never seen any female before.
Makes her wonder does she always have to be the vase of the team.
Makes her wonder does everyone else over at the user side really thinks she is a vase and not worth talking to.
Makes her wonder is her work really limited to just being a vase as compared to everyone else in the team.
Makes her wonder about her working ability and knowledge of the system that sometimes seems so foreign but yet so familiar to her.
She can never measure up to her former project manager. She can never be as good as everyone else in the team. She just wonders if her work is really that important now besides saying that her documenting skills are good. She just wonders if she is really in the right field.