With More Effort.
Comes more disappointment.
Asked to learn a new language, she abide by their wishes. And she delivers.
Asked to finish within a tight frame, she abide by their wishes. And she delivers.
Asked to take over from someone, she abide by their wishes. And she delivers.
All the effort to learn 3 new languages, she learnt on the job. She put pressure on herself to do the best that she can. She hopes to excel ‘cos she felt she wasn’t doing as good as expected. She was put into comparison with people who have more working experience than her. She did all she can to deliver.
And the only thing she got out of all these effort is nothing but disappointment.
Unappreciated. Angry. Disappointed.
Shouldn’t have put so much effort into everything since with more or less effort, she will still be getting nothing.
Doubt she will be there again. But if she ever did, there is one lesson learnt. You only need so much to deliver. Don’t even both ’bout excelling or comparing ‘cos it all comes down to nothing.
Nothing at all.